Monday, January 6, 2014

Champagne and Raisins

MERRY "BELATED" CHRISTMAS!

HAPPY "BELATED" NEW YEAR!

so busy... I focused the last month on my drivers license, and I couldn't think of anything else. But oh well... I've started great this year at last, I managed to get my driver's license. FINALLY! Since last year! grr The driving School process was way too slow,  even for me that I managed to pass both exams at first. Well, at least I finally have the driving license which gives me the freedom to go anywhere else whenever I feel like, and go for a ride to ride off the stress and stuff. Which I have a lot.

I've made some studies last month:










Insisted on Landscapes as usual.

Photo references:


Daily Speed paint 30 minutes:








Selfies 1hour each:



Speed paint of Little sister ( the only thing to hold her still was to put Spirited Away movie lol):




I decided to make this post longer since it's my first this year and it has to be memorable. Not just because it's the first but also because I need to resolve my goals for this year. Last year (2013) was the shittiest year I ever had, honestly speaking. For those who have followed this blog, you can tell. Since my nervous breakdown at the beginning of this year, (come to think about it, my health was a real mess last year lol), tendinitis on my left arm, making one of the hardest decisions about not proceeding with college, and trying to give my all to my portfolio... well, SHIT. 2013 was a crap year.

2014 HAS TO BE a great year. To make up for the last one. I will demand myself to make it so. I took my driver's license on the 3rd January so I can foresee that it will be a good year. Even though some of my plans are not going along as I thought.

 Today I'm sad, because one of my main goals of this year won't be fulfilled. It was fundamental indeed, I need money to start my life but that won't happen so soon I'm afraid.

But I need to find another way, I really hope that the best of this year will come. And the positive energies will be in my favor, and grant me the life that I desired a long ago and I deserve. I suffered a lot, I will continue if I have to, if it that's what it takes. And believe it or not but whenever I feel down I discovered early this year that Katy Perry surprinsingly has one song who can get me super motivated and the feeling that I can move mountains stupidily enough because i'm not that a fan of mainstream commercial pop music nowadays but this song is really a kicker for me:




I really hope for the best for this year and I've made the first official Speed painting based on it:



...And you're gonna hear me ROAR.


Cheers.






















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